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What is your favorite vessel/princess?
It's so hard to choose, I love them all!! But when I first read this, two vessels popped in my head right away because they feel like they're straight out of my nightmares: The (Deconstructed) Damsel and the Drowned Grey
The metaphors! The visuals!! The horrifying tragedy of it all!!! <333
#i often lucid dream during my nightmares and everytime I do the nightmares only tend to get worse#the deconstructed damsel felt so much like that#youre asleep and theres a girl and as you talk to her the more an unsettling feeling grows as the illusion of the dream grows more and more#apparent and she starts to fall apart in your hands and your mind created her but you're not as in control as you wish you were#so you cant save her#because its too late#if only you had stayed asleep#and then the drowned grey route is more like the nightmares that just go YOURE AFRAID OF WATER GO IN THE WATER AND THERES A DEAD BODY AAAAA#thanks for the ask!!! love drawing these ladies#stp#my art#stp damsel#stp drowned grey#slay the princess#ask
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#this is LOOSELY based on a photo of the only fictional couple I’m not normal about#(scully and mulder)#bc I had to make my new obsession just like them😇😇#hope you all have a good rest of your day I am going to bed now!!!#I am EXHAUSTED I woke up at 3am😭😭😭😭😭#my dreams are often like lucid dreams and I can control most of them#but also they’re like SO VIVID I can eat sleep feel everythinf etc etc#anyways last night I dreamt I was a detective a la Morgan freeman in se7en#going after a serial killer#IT WAS SO SCARY I WOKE UP LIKE😳😳#I’ve been awake since then & I genuinely don’t even know where it came from bc like#I haven’t watched horror movies in forever I abandoned true crime years ago…#my brain was just😃#also it’s funny I did this x files drawinf today#because I started watching that show when I was TWO#my mom figured if I watched scary things from a young age I would never be scared of anything#idk what she was thinking bahahahahahahahaah (it did not work)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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"we will meet again even if now we are separated" my ass he's not real anyways and i see him everyday everytime i log in ☠️
#genshin#genshin impact#desta's dumbass corner#genshin memes#genshin impact memes#kazuha#kaedehara kazuha#today me and my brain did a bold move and woke up and fell asleep thrice to continue the same dream; its the second time in my entire life i#could do this only because in this dream i was searching for kazuha#since it was implied he was somewhere in a crowd of irls and characters but my dream wasnt lucid enough and i couldnt manifest him 🤬#so i did a Fairy Enough move and woke up with the lazy plot twist i was him all along.#(doesnt make any sense except from the FE reference and spoiler that MimiHapi are the same being#because i was Heizou there and in 80% of my dreams. Wait I'm lying i do see him sometimes! Whatever.)#Kazuha my man its been 2 years since i dreamt you (i think) please show up and forgive my sins.
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Two cats I met while strolling through Tallin, thought you might appreciate them :)
I do!! I do appreciate them!!!! The tuxedo one even looks a bit like my Gríma :')
#ask#geminating#last night I dreamt she was still here with me#it was very bittersweet#I'm a rather lucid dreamer so even as I held her in my dream I knew it was only temporary#I also don't usually remember my dreams and this is a good thing usually cause I have chronic nightmares but I'm glad I did now#even though it did mean it kinda sucked to wake up without her#I'm just thankful for the small moments I still glimpse of her as my brain tries to process her loss#one day I will no longer remember the softness of her fur or the exact sound of her purr but that day is not today so until then#I am grateful for every moment my mind is able to accurately bring her to life in my dreams#she's not truly gone until she's forgotten and I plan on remembering her for as long as I can#sorry these tags are kinda heavy :(#I miss her
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got back into maple after a couple months hiatus just for this beauty
#love love love her so much she's my fave#lucid#maplestory#dreamer#imagine me making a dreamer oc as a kid who created an endless cityscape of nightmares to live out their fantasies in#only to see lucid my beloved in full lolita fashion-#clocktower#butterflies#dreams#escapism#neon colors#all my favourite tropes#just stamp 'sold' on my face why don't yq#elize.txt#elize.post
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Help I played @oneknightstand-if's demo for their game and I can't stop thinking about the MC and how much I love them, so I drew my version of them.
Her name is Maika (but she's now going by Meika because names have power and there's noway she's going to tell an incubus her real name so why not just change one letter). She doesn't trust any of her allies, but to be fair one is a incubus and the other is a guy from her polo club she think is stalking her so she thinks she has some good reasons not to trust them, but it's okay because she has her beloved plant Audrey III and her magic 8 ball and surely they will never betray her.
I also didn't realize you can avoid getting possessed but when I think about it, it fits her very well that not be able to keep demons out of her head.
I love my weirdo amnesiac changeling who needs to stand out and make sure all eyes are on her, and wishes she could be a fairy princess instead of working in fast food.
#My Drawings#oneknightstand#one knight stand#oks-MC#oks MC#everyone keeps talking about King Arthur and Camelot and she has no idea what any of that is#and blames werewolves for everything#she wants to use magic so badly#but the only magic person she knows is Merlin and she doesn't trust them even if they healed her#and maybe helped push the demons out of her head?#I feel kind of bad for Adrian because he seems like a nice person but Maika keeps running into him and so she thinks he's stalking her#and I don't know if anything will ever change that#once she believes something it's hard to change her mind#she woke up in a desert with no memories and has no idea what her childhood was like#all she knows is that she's a changeling and it sucks that she can't use any cool powers because of that#what's the point of being nonhuman if you can't do anything cool?#her greatest power is lucid dreaming but I don't know how useful that's going to be for her#if dreaming means talking with Arthur and maybe the lady of the lake that probably won't go anywhere#because she most likely won't trust them#I love the fact you can make MC fucking weird as fuck and have nothing normal about them#I don't know if she's going to romance anyone when she can't seem to trust anyone#maybe sleep with people#her vice is lust after all#but fall in love?#I don't know
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BEST B-SIDE ON ARMAGAGGON.
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#m.fm#you don’t get it there are literal tears in my eyes over how good this is. WOAHHHHH#they only teased the intro and saved the full slayage for later oh wow#AND NO MORE DISCUSSIONS ABOUT LUCID DREAM’S SISTER.#AESPAAAAAAA I WILL NEVER DOUBT YOU AGAINNNNN
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What if you could exist as nonbinary in the world
#like i know i can but#i cant be out at work thats just making my social life 10x harder for almost no benefit#i cant go to school anymore i hate it there#and i couldnt really even be out at school because i hate telling people my pronouns#i have a masc name and i like my name but it means people dont assume im nb#and i hate hate hate telling people otherwise#i know there are coworkers i could come out to but#i feel alone#and i need to wake up at some point#which is a whole other thing that i cant put into words but is a thing i need to do#thats what my whole album is about#and ive been working on that thing since march and its driving me crazy#i felt so relieved to think about kirbtober and not that and now its back#i feel like I've found all the pieces and put them together only to not slot in the last one#and then just walk away and let people take whats left#maybe I'm depressed idk#i dont think so#i feel like im dreaming#like i have occasional moments of lucidity separated by days of feleing jaded#making music every day might not help?#but i want to do this#its less so a workload thing#i can make a daily song in 15 minutes to an hour#and be fine with it#but i want it to be good#starflung's comments on the song i made for her keep me going#and ant texting me in the middle of the night (or their day idk) that my music is good#feeling terrible that i want more and more attention#but like#oh okay im out of tags vent post over i guess
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ok but like actually does anyone ever live entire lifetimes in dreams? Like in multiple dreams I had a whole life, wife, kids etc, but in a different body. I always wake up feeling exhausted, disassociated and sad, not knowing where I am. Sometimes even calling out someones name from the dream. Is this just me fr
#dream#dreams#lucid dreaming#lucid#like guys I actually have no idea what this is and the craziest thing#I never remember any of my other dreams#only these ones they literally feel like I spend YEARS
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Had a dream I went to go see a publicity stunt movie, which was about… I want to say, like, animal farm or something— some grim thing, involving animals— except the movie was about forcing a real life pig, strapped to a movie theatre chair, to watch. Except the big twist at the end was the camera panning around to reveal… it was a fake pig all along. Unsure what the goal was.
I knew the twist going in, but I am as much unable to stop where my dreams are going as I am able to redirect a river with my bare hands, so into the theatre I went. The specific promotional stunt my dream theatre was doing was that the fake pig? In the theatre with you. Whooaaaaa. I got a seat pretty close to the animals— and the choice to switch from ‘pig’ to ‘animal’ is intentional, here, because I don’t remember what they were but they sure as hell wasn’t pigs
There was a baby… whatever it was, on the ground in front of the screen, and it’s mother was the one strapped to a chair. I remember spending most of the film staring at the mother & thinking ‘damn… that fake animal sure as hell looks real. I can see it blinking. Wow. Hang on,’ bc the fake animal was supposed to have button eyes
Now, I’m pretty sure in real life I would in fact be able to tell that it was a real animal like wayyyy faster, but again, dreams, rivers.
Anyway me forcing the realization that the animals were real made the dream start falling apart. Got lost in some long ass dark hallways. A theatre employee accosted me. Wound up back in the theatre & chose to free the baby. Was looking for a key to free the mother when I got trapped in the lobby which was also a veterinary office and my mother was there and trying to get me to run a class on animal welfare.
I don’t know why I’m turning this into a tumblr post. It was visceral though. I can still see the mother’s eye.
#mobbdreams#I’d love to lucid dream but my subconscious is stronger than my conscious#I’m generally always passively aware that I’m dreaming#but trying to take control never works out. dream starts skipping and stuttering like a fucked up dvd#closest I’ve gotten was a dream abt accidentally freeing an ancient evil bc it was possessing the body of a friend#and when I realized what I had done I thought ‘this dream is abt to get scary’ so I rewound to the start#but then I couldn’t do anything unless I followed the path laid out for me#so I just stood in deep ass snow in the middle of a blizzard#staring at the stone smile on my friends face. aching to move but refusing. for like a long ass time#and maybe I coulda moved & just kept it looping except#the first time the evil played along w being my friend it was only context clues that led to me realizing smth was deeply terribly wrong#and I knew that it’s awareness had travelled back with me
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Lrb do you guys think Flora could sometimes speak through Doll, or that Gehrman keeps losing the distinction between being awake and asleep and in his "dreams" Doll will act nightmarish, or both? And he never knows whether he is awake or asleep, and whether he speaks with her or Flora that looks like her, and that driven him scared to the point of not wanting to interact with her much?
#bloodborne#i have time frames in my mental health when my dreams feel just like being awake and i lose the difference#both in appearance and how lucid my mind is except i do not remember i fell asleep#and i only figure out something WAS wrong when i wake up in a cold sweat after something fucked up breaks the illusion#i know exactly how it feels o_o"#'trust no one. not even the no one' (c)
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the happy mask salemans showing up in my dream & telling me that im dreaming will forever haunt me...
#the dream took place at a renaissance type bonfire with people dancing & playing instruments around the fire#then the happy masks salesman tells me that im dreaming while swaying & smiling like he does#mind you#ive never fully gotten into majoras mask at the time of the dream & ive only seen this man a couple times in my life#this was 2 years ago#legend of zelda#legends of zelda#lucid dreaming#dreaming#ocarina of time#majoras mask#loz#loz link
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i would like for hospital settings to stop showing up in my dreams please
#marzi speaks#they’re not like. nightmares. i don’t get nightmares#but i really didn’t like dreaming that i was being accused of something#and had to be wheeled to an incredibly uncomfortable and high up hospital bed#for an invasive looking examination that did not feel hippaa-approved#only to be taken back to my room and immediately collapsing from exhaustion on the ground#the full dream was a murder mystery with this huge group conspiracy#so there were more elements to that. i noticed i was being watched then and i got the examination bc i had been accused of smth#but. i don’t want any more hospitals in my dreams. it sucks#i’m not even like frazzled i’m just kinda mad. i’m such an escapist it’s why i semi-lucid dream in the first place#and now i can’t even go to sleep without hospital reminders#hopefully that part goes away soon. it’s irritating
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What does it mean when u have a dream about living skeletons overrunning your neighborhood
#that was weird of my brain#people were dumping water on the skellys to make them go away. good thing is they didnt come into your house#one of my good friends was there. she was going to walk home through the skellys. i would not trust her to do that#her house is a 20 minute drive so imagine walking that through weird living skeletons#idk why the skellys were dangerous tho. they might have been dissappearing people with skeleton magic or something#at one point towards the end i remember thinking “i bet these r gonna show up outside my window and stare at me cuz thats how my dreams go#so i think that means i was lucid dreaming?? cuz thats what happens when u become aware that youre dreaming#the only thing i remember doing after that was bring dissapointed that there wasnt any pie left and then remarking thst the cia was here#to round up the skellys#i mistyped cia as cis the first time. that would've changed the meaning of the sentence lol#i woke up right after that#damn alarms. take me back to skelly land#[insert cool original post tag]
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#dreams#dreams memes#dream meme#clocks#funny#my silly memes#fun fact: you can lucid dream if you recognize this kind of clock bullshit bc usually it only happens in dreams#reality checks#architecture des rêves
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My Tumblr kindred spirits
You asked me about my lucid Aegon dream story.
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Also me, late at night because my sleep schedule is like a raccoon:
#it is going to be a series#i promise to tag those who commented in the story#as well as anyone who asks#like my bestie dais#this story is only happening because she made me watch domina#and i fucking loved it#i would not have pulled that curtain back#i would have pushed that bish off of gaius' dick and said my turn#but i digress#aegon lucid dream is going to be a short series#because i love my tumblr kindred spirits#and because dais is legit my muse
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